Love Torn

And so it seems that it has begun, everything is unraveling at the seams. The love that you had for me it seems may have not ever been . I'm being consumed by the darkness that is in my heart and I'm not sure if I will be able to come back out. My heart is slowly turning black and I don't want to love another. I am doomed to be unhappy for the rest of my years and I want you to know that you will forever be in my heart even though you have none for me. Why did I have to trust your words when I should have know that this was tooo good to be true. I wish I could say that this will pass but I know that I will not allow it.

Misery

"I'm sitting here in this abyss slowly being swallowed by the fear of the unknown, waiting for that chance to make you all my own.
Do you not see what you are doing to me? I'm slowly dying inside as you push me away and decide that maybe it couldn't be.
I long to feel your touch, and the sweet feel of your embrace. The kisses that I have been longing for seem to but only in a dream.
When will you see that you are the only one for me, I want no other because you mean the world to me!
Come be with me with me knowing that I will give you the world and make sure that there will never be and ending to our eternal and undying love."